Too much.
It's Thursday night, and I'm struggling to stay awake. Thursdays are my least favorite day: They begin at 8am in physics lab and are full until 9:30pm, when I finish up anatomy lab. I'm usually pumped up for the weekends, but this one is different. I've got a big date...his name is Thesis. (Yes, my thesis is male, if you're curious to know why, just ask.) I'm drowning in things to do right now. Even though there will be an end, it's hard to imagine one now. I feel like every time I finish one task, there are three more popping up in exchange. And, my body feels so physically fatigued. One minute I'm in the cadaver lab, the next working on a quilt (that's right, a quilt), helping a high schooler with math, then reading some Faust. I have been horrible with communication too. I hate the go, go, go life. I prefer to take life in slowly, but it's not possible at the moment. I have to finish by May. But, I'm really really looking forward to the summer. Working ONE job, rather than 3, along with 18 credits. I look forward to narrowing my educational focus. Don't get me wrong, I still would like to take language courses and learn other things out of self-interest, but focus mainly on one thing. In the fall, this will be a reality. Either a physical therapy or neuroscience/german route. Both sound good to me. This is chaos; I'm a bit of a mess right now...














